I honestly didn’t remember this until I was journaling something the other day (Friday Sept 8th 2023); to forget something like this shows how badly a Narc can fuck with your head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now let me tell you a story that happened in 1995. When we lived on Bryan Street. Tara worked at Wendy’s. One day she drags this 16 year old girl home from work, she talked to her parents; everything will be safe for your daughter. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Go ahead, guess what happens. While I’m on my computer (dining room) she starts kissing the young girl, feeling her up and then raises her shirt and goes to town on the young girls boobs (living room couch). I’m not sure what to say the look on the girls face is \/ was, but it was not ‘inviting’ at all. Tara tried to get me to join in and I didn’t do anything, I couldn’t even say anything honestly. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tara got frustrated at that point and went to bed. Leaving the young girl sitting there. I don’t know what I said to her, but I went by to work on my computer. I think I was trying to ignore what just happened, and I think she was too. On second thought I think this was true mental shock over what just happened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m not sure how long it took but she moved up beside me and sat in a ‘undignified’ way in a chair beside me. I do remember she said something about not being interested in women, but men, and she was clearly showing her interest even (spandex? and playing with herself). I don’t remember exact words but I told her that none of this should have happened at all, and while she was very cute she was not of age and I wouldn’t touch her. Maybe in her mind this was her attempt to prove ‘she is not that way’ – I don’t know. Maybe she did want that to happen, a 3’some, I have no clue. I know that I wouldn’t participate with her being underaged. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
At some point she went to sleep, I think I stayed up all night – I honestly don’t remember. I do know I never heard about that girl or from that girl again. I think she most likely quit Wendy’s over it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We had talked about a 3-some, and even found a few women of age that would try it, but she never went through with it past the ‘warm up’ (not the center of attention). I heard from a couple of friends back in the day that one of the affairs she never admitted to was with 2 guys at once: I don’t doubt it a bit <\/p>\n\n\n\n
To that woman who is 44 or so now: I’m sorry, but I honestly blocked that day out of my own mind, and don’t ask me how that is possible. That shows the depth of the fucked up abuse I’ve endured. I’m sorry I didn’t try to stop her, do something, report her? I don’t know what to do. Know that the reason i said no is because it was wrong at the time; you didn’t know what you were doing (really).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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