YouTube notes that I’ve had a LOT more views than that, but since some are through this website they don’t get counted. /shrug.
This website got 38K views ((visits) last year) and right now it gets around 800 views per day. Most of them are for the Dual Mothership Model page that I have up, which is good and hopefully those visitors find those two men’s work to help them.
I also hope revealing all this personal info has helped someone figure out that they are with a NPD and the examples let them point and go “OH MY GOD MY xxxxxx DOES THAT!” and that will lead to you (them) getting help, getting out, and healing.
Speaking of Healing. I’m not done, don’t even claim that I am, but I’m real close to it at this point. I had someone say to me that they wished this website got more views, visitors or whatever. I don’t, because that is not what this is about. This was my version of Journaling, documenting it all, expressing it and then throwing it way, getting it off my chest or whatever terms you want to put on it. I’ve done that, it has felt SO good to finally express what I’ve hidden for so many years.
I’ve tried to divorce her so many times, to leave her and she always found a way to drag me back. This time I woke up, found out what she was, what she had done to me for so long and made sure she would never come back.
I any case I update this as I feel like it, when I feel the need to express something. I will continue to do just that, for as long as I feel the need to do it even. When I hear about her false narratives (from people who have figured her out (think she is a lunatic) I may answer them here; its entertaining. Then again maybe I will have something better to do.)